GOODBYE 2008...WELCOME 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009...Well, 2008 has been a wonderful ride..yet there were still ups and downs in my life..however, I am so GLAD to live another year...Thank You GOD..

...Entry INto HEAVEN

....As I was surfing the net..I went across this funny story..it really made me LOL coz I didnt expect the story would be that funny..anyway, I would like to share it to all those who had time to read my simple blog...enjoy...^_^...

It was getting a little crowded in Heaven, so God decided to change the admittance policy. The new law was, that in order to get into Heaven, you had to have a really awful day when you died. The policy would go into effect at noon the next day. The next day at 12.01p.m. the first person came to the gates of Heaven. The Angel at the gate, remembering the new policy, said to the man, "Before I can let you in, you have to tell me what was happening in your life the day on which you died." "No problem" the man said. "I came home to my 25th floor apartment during my lunch hour and found my wife half-naked. I thought she was having an affair, but her lover was nowhere in sight. Immediately, I began searching for him. My wife was shouting at me as I searched the apartment. Just as I was going to give up the search, I looked out onto the balcony and saw that there was a man hanging over the edge by his fingertips! Well, I ran out onto the balcony and jumped on his finger until he fell to the ground. But he landed in some trees and bushes that broke his fall, and he didn't die! I was so mad that I went back inside to fetch something that I could throw at him. Strangely, the first thing I thought of was the refrigerator. So I unplugged it, pushed it to the balcony and tipped it over the side. It fell the 25 storeys and crushed the man. Unfortunately all this excitement was too much and I had a heart attack and died instantly!!" The Angel sat and thought for a moment. Technically, the man did have a bad day. It was a crime of passion. So he announced "Okay, sir. Welcome to the Kingdom of Heaven," and let him in. A few seconds later the next person came up. The Angel said, "Before I can let you enter I need to know what was happening to you on the day you died." "No problem" said the second man. "But you are not going to believe this!! I was on the balcony of my 26th floor apartment doing my daily exercises. I had been under a lot of pressure, so I was really pushing hard to relieve my stress. I think that I got a little carried away, slipped, and accidentally fell over the side! Luckily, I was able to catch myself by the fingertips on the balcony below mine. But suddenly this crazy man comes running out of his apartment, swears at me, and jumps on my fingers! Well, I fell and just before I hit the ground, I landed in some trees or bushes which broke my fall. But I didn't die immediately. As I am lying there, looking up, unable to move, and in great pain, I notice the crazy man push his REFRIGERATOR off the balcony. It falls 25 floors and lands on top of me killing me instantly!" The Angel is quietly laughing to himself as the man finishes his story. "I think I like this new policy" he says to himself. "Okay," say the Angel to the second man."Welcome to the Kingdom of Heaven." and he lets the man enter. A few seconds later, a third man comes up to the gates. The Angel says "Please tell me how you died."The third man says, "You will never believe this. I am naked, hiding inside a refrigerator..."

The way we are...

We are born with two eyes in front because we must not always look behind, but see what lies ahead, beyond ourselves.

We are born to have two ears - one left, one right - so we can hear both sides, collect both the compliments and criticisms, to see which are right.

We are born with a brain concealed in a skull. Then no matter how poor we are, we are still rich, for no one can steal what our brain contains, packing in more jewels and rings than you can think.

We are born with two eyes, two ears, but one tongue. For the tongue is a sharp weapon, It can hurt, flirt, kill.

Remember our motto: talk less, listen and see more.

We are born with only one heart, deep in our ribs.It reminds us to appreciate and give love from deep within

Balik-harap!

You know i always wonder why i trust you

Why i give you second chances

You forget that you let me know

all the info i need to seek the truth

To read your statements, your lies

Why you think i won't find out when i always do puzzles me

I'm not as stupid as you are I will always find out.

....Reallyyyy Bz...hate it...!!!

Recently...i had no time for blogging...I thought that during this holiday I would relax and be happy..however, it didnt happen that way. My life and schedule are packed with work..work and work...its hardly to find me at home...(well, bz women kan..wakkakka) however, i envy those who managed to spend their holidays to the fullest..pity me..huhuhuh

Just got a message from Dina..she told me that Mrs. Mairie passed away this morning..I was shocked as during that time I was cooking...she was a great and sporting person..anyway, wish she would RIP and one day meet again in a place call HEAVEN..Amen..

It seems that I’m becoming more frustrated as life goes on this year. There are so many changes going on in my life that it’s causing me to be angry, yet depressed at the same time. People are expecting too much out of me lately that it’s causing me to become more emotional than I use to be. I try to hide it as much as I can when I’m around my friends, but it’s killing me from the inside that I can’t cry. All I want to do is cry and release all this anger that I’m feeling, but it just stays bottled up inside.
Even at this very moment it feels like the world is coming to an end as I’m going to break down at any time. I really want people to lay off and let me have some free space. I’m sure a lot of people go through what I do on a daily basis, but if you have emotional problems, well it’s just hard to cope with. It comes to the point where my heart just can’t take it anymore. Then other problems start to form that cause even more stress and it just keeps piling up.
Recently, I was shocked by a bad news that one of my friend “backstab” me..it was very painful to know. I’ve known this person for quite some time and to be honest I know some of her secrets. One thing about me, I don’t like telling people or my parents about the negative side of my friends. I think that is her life and her problem. Why do we need to tell our parents about who our friends are dating???what do I get???Pleassseeee la!!!!! What hurts the most..”Like father like daughter” soooooooooooooooooooooooo…busy body with peoples life when he doesn’t even know with who her daughter is dating and sleeping around with..and does he know that her daughter smokes???guess he doesn’t..mayB he thinks her daughter is like an angel..”soooo good to be true”. In front of the father she becames sooooo holy and behind the father…whoa, not only two but perhaps 10 ‘tanduk’ oredi!!
I bet she talked bad things about me to the father. It didn’t end until there, her father talked bad things about me to his colleagues and one of his colleagues was my uncle..(gotcha)..it really hurts tho..really2 do..I dunno if I could ever talk to her anymore..coz I really2 hate backstabbers..hope she enjoys doing what she did..the only thing I could ever hope for is hoping for her to GTH!!The world can be a very cruel place if you don’t know what you’re doing.